For about two weeks i`ve been feeling depressed.It`s like i`m empty inside.Like i have no heart or like i have a hole in my heart.My heart`s bleeding & there`s nothing i can do to stop it.I don`t know whats wrong with me.I keep thinking about death & about how much i hate my life.There`s no one i can talk to,no one who actually cares enough to listen.No one see`s all my pain inside.Every night before i go to sleep i think about how much i hate my life,how much i want it to end this very moment.If anyone really cared they would see my depression,see all my pain,see that the smile on my face is fake & behind it is a broken girl with an empty heart who feels alone.I don`t know what to do anymore.There`s nothing left to live for in this depressing sad life.I just want it all to end.Someone to put a bullet in my head.Something.Just something.Anything.Before i`m too tired to go on & i stop my life right in these tracks.There`s not much time left.Time before my death.It all will end soon.End in a bloody,gorey mess.Until then just make the world stop.

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I haven't wrote in a while & right now I still really don't have anything important to say except my moms "friend" is still around,and yes I still feel the same way about him. I can't stand him!! Oh well! Has any1 ever heard the song MakeDamnSure? Well if u haven't heard it u need to. Its a totally awesome song!! I LOVE IT!! Its by Taking Back Sunday. Their a great band!! Well anyway heres the lyrics & the song!!

MakeDamnSure by Taking Back Sunday!!

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
It says, "The shade across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

Damn I forgot to write yesturday night!! Now I have to write about today & yesturday. Well yesturday her "friend" came over & well me & my sis were in the kitchen. He said "ask them if they wanna go get sumthing to eat." She said "I already asked them." Well the bitch NEVER asked us!! She did cum out in the kitchen & ask us but we said no bcuz we hate her!! Yes WE HATE HER!! It didn`t matter bcuz they only went to f-in hardeys....WOOHOO!! Who wants to go there?? Sure as hell not ME!! Thats what happened yesturday-Saturday. Well today when I got up they were here so I stayed in my sisters room. We stayed there til they left. LOL!! I kept yelling "MOM!!" for no reason just to get on her nerves. Finally when they left i got a showers(i don't ever really get a shower but i figured her friend was over so i should). Then when they came home they stayed out side on the trampoline with his son. Later they came in & watched Chronicles Of Narnia while I was on the computer. No he didn`t kepp staring at me lol! He wasn`t sitting in that seat my sister was. THANK GOD!! Ok well my moms probably about to get up so my ass needs to jump in bed!! LOLZZZ!! GOOD NIGHT ALL!!!

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My mom + her "friend" = me totally IGNORED!! If theres one thing I hate more than anything else its being ignored. My mom really never paid much attention to me anyway but now she doesn't pay ANY attention to me at all!! I usually don't care about her paying attention to me but for sum reason i do now. I think its bcuz usually shes not paying attention to any1 so theres no reason to be mad but now shes paying attention to her "friend". Haha I think i'm jealous! I don't kno y bcuz I lyk her being gone. Being out of my house. Being out of my face. Ok I don't think i'm jealous. I think i'm just mad bcuz I don't lyk being ignored & well thats all thats been happening lately. Lets take today for instance. My mom didn't have work so she went out with him & his son. Well then she came home & I thought he went home well no she just came back to give me & my sister sum food. She said "Oh,yea i'm going back out & we're going to the mall." I was lyk WHAT!! I couldn't believe my ears its lyk ok well y didn't u even offer for me or my sister to cum!! I didn't ask her but thats the first thing that came to my mind. Ok well i'm  tired of complaining for one night. I'll complain sum more 2morrow or when ever I get the chance.....

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Okay heres how my day went. I woke up at 4 p.m. I woke up so late bcuz I didn't go to bed til 4 a.m. lol. I wasn't even ready to get up at 4 but my sister came in & woke me up just so I would order sum pizza. My mom was supposed to leave a check at the house this morning b4 she went to work so we would be able to order a pizza but she didn't. So she just said to order it around 4 or a little after bcuz it usually takes lyk 45 to 60 min. & she gets home at lyk 4:45 so she would be home to hurry up & write the check. Well the pizza guy was quick today. When we heard him knock I was lyk "oh no!!" I said "i'm not answering it!!" Well my sister ran to the back door & she saw my mom so I hurried up & answered the front door & asked the pizza guy to hold on. Pheew!! That was a close one! Haha!! I was just gonna leave the pizza guy out there. Well it doesn't matter I didn't leave him out there. Well after that we ate & then I told my mom we needed more kool-aid so she said she would make sum. Well she was in the kitchen & about to make it & wut do u know!-theres a knock at the door! Well Well Well who could it be?? HIM!! Her "friend"!! I knew he was coming but it was lyk ok ur here NOW LEAVE!! Sum ppl just don't understand when their not wanted!! Well he sure as hell isn't wanted in my house!! Or at least I don't want him here,my mom may but who gives a fuk about wut she wants!! Oh well yea back to him knocking.....I said mom get the door! I surely wasn't gonna answer it!! Thats lyk telling him "Oh yes,ur welcome in my house! I'd love u to come in!" HELL NO!! I DON`T WANT HIM HERE!!! Well lets get back on topic....my mom let him in & said "u can sit down,i`ll be a min.,I need to finish making this kool-aid." Well when she was done she said "let me change my shirt I have kool-aid on it." Well after she was done she said bye to my sister then walked over to me & said "wash the dishes!! bye....." GRR!! I washed the dishes just do the bitch wouldn't complain. Her & her "friend" went to go get his son. Where his son was it was lyk 2 hours away or sumthing. They didn't get back til almost 9. His son is only 7 or 8,I forgot wut he said. His son was cute. When they got back they sat down & my mom introduced me to his son (tony) & introduced my sister to his son (tony). Well at the time I was sitting here on the computer chatting with my friend Chris & well theres this seat on my couch which is right by the computer & u can see everything the persons doing & I MEAN EVERYTHING!! Well wut do u kno!!-HE SITS THERE! He kept staring & I was thinking ::omfg if ur ass dont stop fukin staring at me!!:: I hate when ppl stare at me while i`m on the computer!! I especially hate it when i`m in a fukin chat trying to talk to my friend & they stare at me!! Its lyk wtf i`m not fukin talking about u so don`t fukin watch wut i`m writting!! U kno wut i mean?? I decided to leave my poor friend Chris since he kept staring. I really wanted to talk to him but cum on!!-u can`t have a REAL conversation with sum1 in a chat if sum1 keeps fukin staring at u!! After I got off he decided he was gonna go to the store!! GRR!! That made me really mad!! It was lyk if I knew u were leaving for a little bit I would've fukin stayed online!! Well I was pissed & decided I mindswell get a shower.....He came back but they went next door to see my next-door-neighbors dogs,so therefore it was just me & my sister for a long time. After they saw the dogs him & his son left. My mom came mom got pissed bcuz my sister said she had a attitude & said go the hell to bed!! Well I decided I wasn't tired so I came out of my room & well now im here....God I never knew just 1 day out of my life could take so much writting & its not even very detailed!!.....Oh well....Til next time..........

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OMFG!!!! Guess wut?!? I'm bored agin!! Haha j/k j/k!! I'm sitting here watching Date My Mom with my sister. Yupp how fun!! Ok well i'll update u on the whole thing with my mom & her "guy friend." Tonight i thought since my mom had sumwhere to go he wouldnt cum over. Well I must've been fukin kiddin myself bcuz he came over at lyk fukin 9:50!! I was pissed!! I was thinkin to myself wtf its fukin late get the fuk outta my house!! Well after I finished watchin my show which went off at 10 I went the hellz to my room...! I went in,sat on my bed,then turned on my Sum 41 cd & turned it up reallllly loud so i didnt have to hear his ass!! Ok well I guess u could say that it was kinda rude but cum on hes kinda rude for cumin over my damn house at lyk almost 10 a fukin clock!! Ok well lets get down to the point! I dont lyk him. I never will. I'm pissed bcuz my mom is "his friend" & I want him to fukin leave & get the hell outta my life!! I hate guys!!! Ok I dont hate all guys bcuz I love Bert McCracken  but thats a total different story. I just hate this guy!! I have no clue really y i hate him bcuz its not lyk i just want my mom home bcuz i dont want that & its not that i miss her bcuz i never really saw her anyway bcuz she just really dont care about me. I think I do know y i hate him. I think I hate him bcuz he makes my mom happy & I don't want her to be happy bcuz i'm not happy. I kno that sounds really stupid & mean but she makes me miserable & so therefore I want her to be miserable!! No1 may not understand but when i'm miserable I want the person whos making me miserable to be miserable with me. Idk maybe i'm just weird & fuked up in the head. Oh well! If I have anything to say about it my mom WILL be miserable!!

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Right now I don't think anyone in this whole world is boreder then me.i don't think boreder is a real word but who cares!! I'm bored as hell so i guess i'll just sit here & ramble about things that nobody even cares about.well for starters im sittin here with my sister & shes watching JUST FRIENDS. I'm watching it on & off but i've missed sum of it so i'll watch it again 2morrow or sumthing lyk that.Do u wanna kno wut my mom did? ok well u probably don't care but im gonna tell u anyway. She went out with her "guy friend" again tonight & i guess b4 they came home they went to Checkers,well anyway when she came in she had a milkshake & she offered it to me or my sister. My sister didn't want it so I said i did,& GUESS WUT?!?! The fukin milkshake was melted!! I kno i can't believe it either!! Wut kind of rude ass person would do that!! Especially if that person was UR MOTHER!!! well i guess i didn't vent enough in my last blog bcuz im still very very MAD!! I wish just for a little while I could switch places with somebody else. Just for a little while,thats all I want!! But it's inhumanly impossible or however u would say it. ITS JUST IMPOSSIBLE!! ok well my sister is done watching the movie she said it was good. I saw bits & pieces of it & well it made me laugh. The 1 girl [idk her name bcuz lyk i said i wasnt really watching it] always seemed lyk she was drunk or high or sumthing. All I kno is that I lyk that girl. Shes hella hilarious!! I think this is 1 of the longest blogs i wrote in a long time. haha & its just a bunch of rambling!! Well I think the real reason y im bored is bcuz I haven't had much contact with the outside world [outside world=my friends] since Thursday bcuz thats the last day i went to skewl. Now i'm on Spring Break!! OH YEAH BABY!! haha! I L<3VE N0T HAVING SKEWL!! It kicks butt!!!! L0L!!! I'm sure if any1 ever reads this that their probably thinking "omfg! when is this b!tch gonna shut up or actually talk about sumthing I care about?!?!" Lmao!! Oh well! At least u have sumthing to read! L0Lz!! ok well I guess i'll stop my rambling here,seeing as its 2:52 A.M.

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I'm like so fuking mad!! My mom has this "guy friend" & well now since they started hanging out shes trying to act like a mom & acting like she cares about me & my sister. Before her "friend" came around she never gave a fuk about us & now bcuz hes always hanging around my house shes acting like shes the perfect mom!! GOD I HATE THIS!!  This is all so fuking stupid she needs to just stop fuking pretending!! Shes such a fake i just wanna punch her in her fukin face!!! GRRRR!!! I just wish that her "friend" would go the fuk away!!,so she can go bak to not caring & leaving me the fuk alone!! ok thats enough venting for one blog.im gonna go watch sum more American Idol.....

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I've been thinking about this question alot today and I couldn't figure out the answer to it.Why do people get so upset about stupid things? Its like wtf is your problem?!? Its not a big deal get OVER it!! Well maybe i'm just stupid for asking that question. I dont know. Maybe what I call stupid is actually important to some people. Well who cares! Lets see my day was pretty good,seeing as its Saturday. Saturdays are usually always a good day. Or at least they are for me. Saturdays rule! At least thats my opinion,there the best day of the week! Well I just got done eating cereal & now i'm on Myspace & i'm watching my sister play this game. Haha I know i'm such a dork! Today I was sitting in my room listening to my Sum 41 cd & well I decided to listen to this song called "Slipping Away." I never listened to that song before but as I listened to it I realised that I really liked it!! I would put the video on here except theres one problem...........it doesnt have one! Haha!! Well if it ever does get one i'll sure as hell put it on here!! Since I can't put a video of it on here i'll just put the lyrics!! Okie well here they are people!!!.........................................

I'm slipping away
In every way
I can't stay awake
(and I don't know why)
I'm slipping away
(and I don't know why)

I'm trying to make it through each day
I'm falling apart now in every way
I'm finding it harder to get by
There's a hole in my heart
And I don't know why
Now I've come to realize

I'm slipping away

Yeah I know theres not alot of lyrics to it but if u just listen/read the lyrics its a really good song. I LOVE the lyrics! The part where it says "I'm trying to make it through each day,I'm falling apart in every way" is my favorite part of the song. Theres something about those words that really seem to get my attention. Well anyway Imma go listen to some more music,I'll write more later but for now ADIOS!

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Lets see Today I didn't go to school because well I just didn't feel like it.I'm super excited though now because guess wut?!?!? Today is the start of my spring break!!! Hell Yes!! Now i don't have school til not this Tuesday but the following one!! Yepp so now i can sleep until whenever & stay up until whenever!! Yeah it rocks!! Ok well I think imma go get a shower or something. I'll write some more later!!

Lately everythings been going ok,except for this little place called school...i havent really been going that much bcuz well idk im just sick of it & wanna be done with it!! but other then that everythings been going alrite which is great!! well yesturday i saw the movie DREAMER with Dakota Fanning in it.it was a pretty good movie. it would never be one of my favorite movies but i'd watch it again. i also saw the movie Yours,Mine,& Ours which i liked alot!!i liked the part where the kids throw a party.yea i liked when they were singing. lol!! yea i wanna buy that movie (i rented it b4) it was like a really good movie.if u havent seen it,u should.i'd give it two thumbs up! !!!!! ok well ill right sum more later but for now im out!!

                                The Best Part Of --->BE[LIE]VE<--- Is The ::*LIE*::

                                                                  THE 1 AND ONLY JellyBelly!!!!

hey blogger ppls!!!

             well first i'd lyk to start off saying that my computer fukin sux!!! it wont load anything!!! god im so pissed!!!! but w/e it doesnt matter bcuz it isnt lyk any1 cares.no1 cares no1 will care & no1 will ever care about wut im feeling & about wut i think.but hey every1 will never know that i know that u dont care bcuz no1 ever pays any attention to me.but i cant blame u.im just a dumbass freak girl who complains to much & who needs to get a fukin life! ok well now heres a test to see who actually cares or pays attention to me & my blogs.........................................................................comment bak on this entry AND tell me if u've ever even read any of my blogs b4 & tell me wuts my favorite quote!..................................................................................... 2/10 ppl probably will answer no & wont know my favorite quote the other 8 ppl wont even know wut i asked & probably wont have any clue that i even have a blog.well anyway thats wut i think. ............................................................................................. now lets see who actually cares about JellyBelly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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                not much going on here but w/e.well today at skewl in English we were supposed to write a poem.i did write a poem just wwwaaayyy off topic.lol.we were supposed to write a poem about St. Patricks Day.lets just say my poem was not even close to talking about St. Patricks Day.the poem that i wrote for St. Patricks Day sucked! but my poem that i just wrote for no apparent reason was actually pretty good.so i guess u could say that my day wasnt a total waste.well i really dont have much to say bcuz im sorta feeling sick so ill just leave a song,lol my specialty!

**Panic! At The Disco-London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines**

Stop stalling, make a name for yourself.
Boy you better put that pen to paper and charm your way out.
If you talk you better walk you better back your shit up
With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun
Start talking "a sensationalist"
Oh he's slightly clever to just a certain extent
If you talk you better walk you better keep your mouth shut
With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun
(Panic!: meet the press)
It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us to take a chance
(Panic!: meet the press)
It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us...
Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote
Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote
I'm burning and I'm blacking my lungs
Boy you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue
If you talk you better walk you better back your shit up
With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun
Start talking "a sensationalist"
Oh he's slightly clever to just a certain extent
Well keep quiet let us sing like the doves
Then decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof.
Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say
It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us...
Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote
Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote
Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say
Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote
Well we're just a wet dream for the webzine,
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wroteJust for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

                        'The Best Part Of --->BELIEVE<--- Is The [**LIE**]'

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This is a great song,but it is terribly sad......

'What Hurts The Most' By 'Rascal Flatts'

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

                     'The Best Part Of --->BELIEVE<--- Is The [**LIE**]'

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hey bloggers!!!!!!!!!

                       well lets see......i just got home not to long ago & well now im lyk RRRREEEEAAAALLLLLLLLYYYY tired!!!! yea so im just sitting here listening to this mixed cd.the last song is on now,honkytonk badonkadonk lol! that song is hilarious!!!! i think i lyk it but idk lol! yea i know im stupid bcuz i have the song but im not sure if i lyk it or not lol but i think its funny! idk maybe im just weird....am i? who knows....no1 will ever know!!!!!! well since im talking about the mixed cd i may as well tell u another song thats on the cd.i also got the song My Humps.....lol! im usually not into the R&B stuff or w/e u would consider that song but i actually lyk it.i also think that song is pretty funny to bcuz lyk who in their right mind would write a song lyk that LMAO!!!! i have no clue but its still a good song! oh & another song thats on there is 'What Hurts The Most' its by Rascal Flatts. its a bitchin' song! lol yea its great but the video is soooooo sad!!! the girl in the video is such a good actress!!!!! well anyway in the video [if u never saw it] its about this girl at first u just see her packing her bag & then she starts hitting her dad & screaming at him & well later in the video she asks her bf if he ever thinks about the future & asks him wut he sees & he says u,i see u.yea its sooooo SWEET!!! & well anyway when she asked him they were in his truck & after he answered her she got out the truck but he yelled wut do u see & she just smiled & walked away & he started to drive away & well to get to the point her bf got in a car crash & he died its really sad!! & well at the end u see her running up the road & she runs to his grave & she drops down on her knees & says i saw u,i saw u........its really really sad!!!! if u ever get the chance WATCH THE VIDEO!!! theres more in the video but i dont have time to type down every detail about wut happens......alrite well thats all 4 rite now!!!

                 The Best Part Of --->BELIEVE<--- Is The [**LIE**]

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hey bloggers.......

                   Sup?....nothing much here just got done watching Harry Potter & The Goblet Of Fire,i just bought the movie today [technically my mom bought it but thats besides the point]  well as u should know i have the FOB cd [from under the cork tree] & well ive been listening to it lyk mad crazii lately & i was listening to #8//Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year & close to the end it says "The Best Part Of "Believe" Is The "Lie" & well that part really caught my attention.I was thinking about the part & i realized that,that part is so true! The Best Part Of "Believe" Is The "Lie"! If u think about it when u do believe sum1 or sumthing it just turns out that its a big LIE or that the person is just LYING! I cant believe i never thought about it until now! FOB ur such a genious! [or whoever wrote the song is such a genious!] well whoever wrote the song is now & forever more will be my Idol/Hero.I have much respect for them! For now on my motto/favorite quote will be The Best Part Of --->"BELIEVE"<--- Is The [**LIE**]

                                               THE 1 AND ONLY JellyBelly!!!!!!

hElLo BlOgGeRs!!!!

                        well last time i wrote i told u about my spanish project well i turned it in,i havent gotten my grade bak yet but i should be getting my grade bak soon.i do think i should at least of gotten a B.if i got anything lower than that,GRRRR,im gonna be sooo [ M A D ! ]  but anyways LETS THINK POSITIVE!<<-- lol lyk i ever do-->>[nOpE] well lets see i didnt go to skewl today,yea i kno i should but,cum on its soo frickin boring & im to tired in the morning to get my a$s up at 7:00 in the frickin morning!! i kno its not that early but cum on i dont start skewl til 8:00 i shouldnt have to get up so frickin early but w/e i really dont have a choice....or do i? hmmm i dont know....well i just got done my social studies project not to long ago i have to turn it in on Monday...i wonder what ill get on it? hmm hopefully a good grade bcuz thats lyk my worst class [im terrible at S.S.] o well! i guess history just isnt my thing.but at least i always got science [my best subject] which actually english should be my best subject bcuz im lyk really into reading & writing but wut we do in class is sorta stupid & the book were reading in english is lyk such a dumb a$s book!!!its just lyk about this black family & they have to deal with racism & all that frickin shyt!!!i hate that kinda stuff,its so frickin stupid!!! i hate black history month its such lyk a dumb frickin holiday if theres a frickin black history month then there should be a frickin WHITE HISTORY MONTH!! i kno i sound racist but say wut u pleez i dont care!! black ppl say that white ppl r racist but cum on BLACK HISTORY MONTH!?! cum on thats frickin racist against white ppl right there!! & hold on this will make u laugh! BET! omfg!! BLACK ENTERTAINMENT TELIVISION?!? now thats frickin racist!! there aint no frickin WHITE ENTERTAINMENT TELIVISION!!!!& if sum1 did make a frickin white entertainment telivision all those d@mn black ppl would try to protest it & say it isnt frickin fair!! wtf?!? if we did that to the black entertainment telivision all the black ppl would try to sue us & say their "ppl" were enslaved & that they deserve it!! but guess the f**k wut?!? NO THEY DONT!!!they dont deserve anything!! >:0 tell me ur opinion on the subject [no i wont reply even if i dont agree]ok ive blown off enough steam for now & i think i should stop b4 i say sumthing i regret.......

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                       I havent really wrote in a while ive been busy with other things,but now i dont really have anything else to do so here i am sitting up at 12:56 writting about my pathetic life.Well lately i've gotten alot of stuff.Just recently ive gotten the Harry Potter Scene It? game.I also got the Harry Potter & The Goblet Of Fire game for PS2.I also got the Panic! At The Disco cd.I also got 2 coloring books,lol (i know their for little kids but yes i still do lyk to color.)I also got a necklace & some lotion (even though I really dont use it.)I also got 3 Harry Potter posters which KICKS A$$!!!I also got these lyk Harry Potter coloring thingies [they rock to!!] I think that is all ive got lately.Im not quite sure,oh wait!,i also got sum pants.yupp thats about all.Well lately ive just been really tired,i dunno y though,but i have.I think skewl is just wearing me out & plus i have a spanish project due Tuesday.[which by the way i need pictures for & i dont have ink for my printer so that sux!] & my project isnt that good anyway it looks kind of ugly.We have to write a review about 1 movie & 1 show.I picked Harry Potter & The Goblet Of Fire [if u couldnt guess by how much i lyk Harry Potter] & for the show im doing One Tree Hill.Thats my favorite show!Its a very good show,wait make that an AWESOME show! lol er well i dunt really have anything else to talk about so i guess i write more tomorrow or sumday.....

                                                  LOVE THE 1 AND ONLY JellyBelly!!!!!!!

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            well aint nothing going on here....today i had my SS midterm but really nothing else special happened & that wasnt to special either,hmmm i guess today was just another broing day,who would've thought? well apparently not me,ok well b4 i 4get ley me say "yes Krums u did get it right,u shall get it wrong one of these days though!!!! " well here is a picture of a shirt i got not to long ago

 its not that good of a picture but its a 'The Used' t-shirt

yea its a pretty cool shirt but from washing it the picture keeps peeling off a little i dunno!

heres a pic of a shirt i want.......

 its another 'The Used' shirt & it has a pic of a bat & says The Used & then it says In Love And Death! yes i want it but who knows if ill get it,i dunno i'll just have to wait & see!  hopefully i do!!!

       ok heres another shirt,im not quite sure if i want it but i do think its sorta cool so.....dunno......!!!!!

since i dont have any thing better to do i show some more stuffs i want!

  i want this belt buckle its AWESOME!!! i LOVE Harry Potter! hes sooooo cool (and hot) <<lol i just had to add that!!!

  i would also lyk this poster,(if u couldnt tell i want ALOT of things) I think this band is really cool,i lyk them their awesome! (not as awesome as The Used,but their still awesome) oh & a plus is Tyson Ritter is HOT!!! (not as hot as Bert McCracken though) <<<lol!!!

ok well that is all for right now (i think) oh & i want Panic! At The Disco cd,but yea thats all i guess.....ok well here is the part of the song for u bloggers to guess!!!REMEMBER::GUESS THE NAME & WHO ITS BY!!it shall be written in PINK!

Sit tight, I'm going to need you to keep time, come on just snap snap snap your fingers for me.
Good good, now we're making some progress come on just tap tap tap your toes to the beat.
And I believe, that this may call for a proper introduction.
And well, don't you see? I'm the narrator, and this just the prologue.

ok well there they r!!!!!......................

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