There`s Not Much Time Left....

For about two weeks i`ve been feeling depressed.It`s like i`m empty inside.Like i have no heart or like i have a hole in my heart.My heart`s bleeding & there`s nothing i can do to stop it.I don`t know whats wrong with me.I keep thinking about death & about how much i hate my life.There`s no one i can talk to,no one who actually cares enough to listen.No one see`s all my pain inside.Every night before i go to sleep i think about how much i hate my life,how much i want it to end this very moment.If anyone really cared they would see my depression,see all my pain,see that the smile on my face is fake & behind it is a broken girl with an empty heart who feels alone.I don`t know what to do anymore.There`s nothing left to live for in this depressing sad life.I just want it all to end.Someone to put a bullet in my head.Something.Just something.Anything.Before i`m too tired to go on & i stop my life right in these tracks.There`s not much time left.Time before my death.It all will end soon.End in a bloody,gorey mess.Until then just make the world stop.
                                                                       <3J3LLYB3LLY<3
jellybelly
Female - 18 years old
HALETHORPE, MD
United States
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